I think
I think part of why I’m so upset is that after all of
this work
and
this pain
and
this unhappiness
and this
this
sacrifice…
I was supposed to have time for Myself.
But there was no Myself there, when I finally found time to look.
June 2010
4 posts
“Ivy is heavy but is not deep, the pain is not “deep inside of her” but rather up, on the surface, ready to come up at a moment’s, moment’s notice.”
—
Someone Else.
Listen
Day 01 - Favorite song.
This is “Pagan Poetry,” by Bjork. It’s a beautiful song. I never get tired of it. From the same album, I also love “Hidden Place.”
I think the entire song is a pretty good representation of, if not me, then how I see myself, or what I want to be.
On the surface simplicity
But the darkest pit in me
Is pagan poetry
Pagan poetry
Ivy Renaissance Part Four
I’ve stolen this from Mindy. It’s going to be part of this thing where I don’t care what people think of me but I still try to be nice and then suddenly all of the mythical awesomeness I think is true about myself will magically come back just because I start saying what I like. Day 01 — Your favorite song Day 02 — Your favorite movie Day 03 — Your favorite television program Day 04 — Your favorite book Day 05 — Your favorite quote Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad Day 09 — A photo you took Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 13 — A fictional book Day 14 — A non-fictional book Day 15 — A fanfic Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly) Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.) Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 19 — A talent of yours Day 20 — A hobby of yours Day 21 — A recipe Day 22 — A website Day 23 — A YouTube video Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 25 — Your day, in great detail Day 26 — Your week, in great detail Day 27 — This month, in great detail Day 28 — This year, in great detail Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy